What do I post about?

Life here in central Indiana is hard. Over the past few weeks it's really been hitting me how alone I am. I guess I shouldn't say that. I live with my husband after all, and I love him very much. It's just hard to never have anyone to hang out with. He's off for a guys night and what do I have? Well....nothing. All of my friends are back in Fort Wayne. It's difficult to comprehend that just a year ago I was still a little busy-body; always running off to do something with someone. Now I am home at 4:30 and don't leave until work the next morning. I have no motivation to go out and be adventurous when it's just me.

I feel almost defeated to living this lifestyle. Work, home, Dinner, TV, Shower, Bed. Repeat. What happened to the girl that used to LOVE to be out and active? The girl who loved the thought of the next run or geocache hunt?

She's gone.

Now I'm a different woman. A woman who married a man that doesn't like those things. I let myself use those as excuses to be lazy. I did. Not my husband, not my surgeon, not my job. Me. So now I have to get back into it. I have to force myself to re-learn the things I new before. The things that came so easy to me.

This my friends, sucks. It really sucks.

So I ask for your help. For your support. To draw motivation from you and your success. I ask to be held accountable. To gain friends.

With ridiculously high winds (like almost-blow-my-car-over) I am unsure of whether going outside would be a good idea. I will find something to do.

Also, I am going to go Pop-free for a month. 4/29-5/29 in hopes to help me become a healthier person.

Please please please tell me I'm not alone in this.